Please don’t

What I have- I offer,

 

Last I give myself to accomplish your desire.

Now I out of my house for you… 

But you are not with me.

I crossed Torrent River but I can’t see...

Night of storm, when sky smiled horribly.

Thunder stroked with terrible scream.

But I can’t see you…

When I crossed flooded river without you, at night of storm.

Now when I come all across...

Please don’t come to break my peace.

I loss hope of you

Now you know, you are no one for me

I loosed – I gained all are mine.

So please don’t.

My eye-Now

Which history has to seen by us?

You indifferent,

My faith now helpless—

Darkness will coming

Life helplessly drowns in dark path.

Everyday news papers come with sad,

But we just see progress.

Smoke from tea just make hope—

We are cream of the society buy happiness.

Alas independence and liberty –

What faith you make?

My eye filled in water. It’s scorching.

 Now Breathless

Here you live

Yes near about hundreds or thousands or millions years ago.

How much? I can’t remember ………….

Prehistoric age, when men did not come to earth.

Then, I can’t remember.

I just remember smile, giggle, beautiful hand, talk, sound….

Silence, touch, song, music, step, look, act--------

Today I am here but you are not.

You are now in so far haziness.

I can’t see………

Now we live in another century.

Now I don’t try to make plus or minus.

Just say “don’t come here – you, your mind, body, now a—

Breathless scar. 

Adda – rendezvous

     Adda is a typical Bengali term use for rendezvous. Sometimes meaning of adda is shelter also. But generally its meaning is rendezvous. It is mixed with Bengali culture and heritage. From 8 years age to 80 years, like adda, dream adda, feel adda and you can say live in adda. Some people say it’s indulge Bengali people, destroy work culture, make idle, lazy. But Bengali literature-culture-music-film-friendship made, make and will make through this.

ADDA AT SIDE OF STREET 

INDIAN COFFEE HOUSE ( KOLKATA) 

     Indian coffee house of Kolkata, is a renowned place for adda, specially for intellectual people. Early days people use ‘chandi mandop’ (space for worship of Goddess Durga), royal court of king, nabab, zaminder(land lord) etc. women’s are make adda at mainly at ghat (bathing place at bank of river and pond). Now chandimandop and ghat we can see in village. In city we use drawing room to terrace, balcony to stare, club to restaurant, coffee shop to tea stall, restaurant to bar, stadium to cinema hall every place we use for adda.

NANDAN ( FILM CENTRE AND CINEMA HALL)

     Adda is incomplete without tea sometime coffee, mury ( rice fry on hot sand) tele-bhaja (fry), toast or sandwich or any other fast-food.  

Something about Bengali Language

                   Shaheed minar, or the Martyr's monument, located near Dhaka medical college commemorates those who lost their life during the protests on 21 February, 1952

21^st February 1952, Bengali language movement day, on that day 4 student died by police firing. This day is now significant by world mother language day. Bengali, the 6^th largest language in the world according to population. Its spoke mainly in West Bengal, Tripura states of India and Bangladesh. Near about 205 million people Speak in Bengali. There are mainly five types of dialect and accent use in Bengali speaking. These are rarhi, bangali, barendri, kamrupi, jharkhandi. But it is recognize for writing and speak Bengali dialect and accent of Kolkata and Shantnipur (Nadia, District of west Bengal), this is similar to rarhi.

                      
Bengali alphabet

But in the time of 21^st February the day of world mother language we should not neglect other accent. Many words, proverbs, idioms are used in those other accent we should use it in recognized writing and speaking.
 

1st day

Today 21 st February 2013, I start my blog - "Ami-I"Some time we live in, or some time out.But-What’s the utility of life?I don’t know but I try to find it by thinking ………………I express, I communicate with my small knowledge.